Recently, you said " Someone hasn't been updating his blog huh?" And my reply to that was, " My blog consist of recollections of sadness, grief, anger things that normally have no reason for celebration, but reason to vent."
Basically, not having to update my blog recently should appear as a sign that things are going well in my life.

How can my life be bad when recently, I found myself a girl whom I love. Someone who's understanding, accomodating, smart, pretty, passionate in whatever she does and plays frisbee. Whats more, she loves me too. And that should make us the 2 happiest couple in the whole world, shouldnt it? But, as much as i would like to say, yes, we're happy all the time, its inevitable that couples get into squabbles and arguments. And there are times when our own selfishness, cause one another to be upset. I'm guilty of that. It is then that I thought of a quote and I felt that if a relationship was based on these conditions, it would reduce arguments and unhappiness.

And the quote is...
"Love is always patient and kind, it is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offence, it is not resentful."

This summarises what makes a happy relationship and its something that we've all heard before, but we never applied. But what struck me most was the first sentence, Love is always patient and kind. I knew this quote, yet I never realised that all these time, I've been impatient. Ive been jealous. Ive been selfish. How could I expect things to be going well?

I know that I made u upset last night and im sorry for dissapointing u. Rest assured that I've do my best to be more patient, more selfless and less dismissive. All I'm asking is your support, your time and patience in return...

I love you Dawn..

Eugene